It has been gorgeous here in Cali lately! The weather has been warm and sunny and the kids play outside as long as they can every day. I love it, I pretty much feed em, bathe em, and put em to bed by 7:30! I set up our little bounce house yesterday and I swear Zoe didn't even roll over all night. I have been feeling bad about some choices I have made lately ( why oh WHY dont' I learn!!) but have decided to get it together. I am starting by cleaning the house from top to bottom....Spring Cleaning. I am talking weeding out junk, dusting ,scrubbing etc. I need to get back in the game with exercising and am already working on getting to bed on time. I have decided to give the cpap another try. I am exhuasted either way and that leads to my bad/sad mood and me making poor choices to "feel better'. Being sick for so long kinda got me down too. I did have a good time, but too much of a good thing is never good. I really need to focus on being a happier person, no matter what. I think that will help the kids too. So I am going to get a better perspective on life and just be glad for what I do have, and make the best out of every situation. I will exercise so I don't down my self with food guilt and lay off substances that are harmful to me. Nothing serious, but it could have been and I dont 'want to be THAT mom to my girls. I have several craft projects in mind and am gonna get the older girls involved in some of them. Coming soon is game night, beauty night, movie night, and dance party. ( the last one is a great workout for me too!) We also have WII day, trivia challenge and junk night. I am thinking of adding a scrap/craft night too and will IGNORE the mess it will make. I am planning several trips to San Diego, Annaheim, Legoland and the Grand Canyon. ( I might wait for Nick on the last one) I am pretty sure if I stay busy I will stay out of trouble ( grin) ! Whew, I feel a little better already, thanks for listening guys!
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AWWWW YAY!!!!! :o)))) *thats a big grin...with a triple chin lol* Im beginning the same thing with the cleaning..as soon as i catch up on my blogs. PS~ Dance party sounds good!!
Atta girl Becky....we all stumble occasionally..just pick yourself up...dust yourself off and purpose to do better next time.
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